Mar 30, 2013
Mar 29, 2013
I'm just so hopeless
Mar 22, 2013
Maybe you are the reason of failure. Maybe you should stop this. It's you who is constantly looking for him. It's you who is creating disturbance to yourself.
So now you know why people become apart. But still, in your hearts you know that it's true. So you don't need to be apart. You just don't have to constantly know of each other.
Coz in your hearts you know it's true.
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 17, 2013
But it seems like it would never stop
It keeps on pouring
Tell me now how to make it stop
It's the fact that I missed the hang out with the persons I dear, regardless of how they are. Because they're still fun and loving to be with.
Mar 15, 2013
Mar 14, 2013
Mar 12, 2013
Mar 10, 2013
I DESERVE THE FREAKIN' FAILURE
And so I'm afraid, would we be that way? I thought the most happiest thing is being it with the one you love?
Who the fck changed plans? When I've given my whole heart to today? I've packed my bags, I've gotten ready to mandi and lepak there. I was excited. When 2 am in the morning, getting the new that you changed plans, not gonna lie, I was kind of happy, but then I thought, it was upsetting that my plan for today have to be cancelled. I couldn't go there by myself. I don't know the way. I don't care if you say I'm so childish and what not, coz I won't go alone looking for the way. No.
I guess I have to be ready of what they might tease me badly. That maybe my life will be as how the ones who left are.
Indecisive b!itch. Hahah you can call me that. I know. But seriously if all the fuss was about the food and money, I never wanted the food. I don't even care. Why did you guys even gave me hope that you'd come here and we'll go together there? :(
Nevertheless, seeing how you texted me, it's because of the food. Mainly and maybe only. Haha.
Blame me, I don't care.
Mar 5, 2013
Still they couldn't see the inside, of what you really feel. People don't know that you couldn't handle stress that much.
But still you won't back off because you don't want them to be left hanging. Who could possibly be helping them if not you?
You know you are kind of having regrets for turning that opportunity down. It seems like the work she gets is still the only bit of what you do. You still have huge responsibility.
Maybe not being at upperhand ease a bit of burden. But you still don't know the work you have to do. It may be bigger than what you already have. You don't know. Every thing is unsure. Just be ready that it might be heavier than you thought it'd be.
You can't have ever thing your way. Ni la namanya kuli. You just
do what the upper management tells you to do. You have been wanting to be low anyway. Just don't regret later. And it's too late to regret anyway.
Mar 4, 2013
Mar 3, 2013
Maybe this is how God shows that it's not the right thing.
Maybe it also means both of you have to fight harder.
Or maybe, you just deserve someone so much better.