Dec 22, 2016
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Oct 22, 2016
Those times when you wear a bra without the cup and especially when your boobs don't fill the bra so they turn out to look weird and shaggy
And that's one of the reason you cover your chest with hijab
Oct 18, 2016
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Oct 5, 2016
I don't know. I feel so happy when I see my friends still hanging it together. Like, sabians with sabians. Kuatagh with kuatagh. UITM with UiTM. It makes me believe that people still stay throughout the years being apart.
It just give the warmth in my heart
Oct 3, 2016
I always wonder why I'm not fond with showing who my special one is. Sebab aku malu kalau tak jadi?
Now I know why. Because at the very first days of getting to know each other, he already told me to stop hoping. Posting means giving hope.
When I tried forgetting my feelings for Ja'i, I told myself, you will stop hoping for Ja'i when you found other guy. You did found another guy to give your love. But it took a few years. And tbh it is still there. The feeling. And it hurts. The pain, the suffering of forgetting.
So now, you're asking yourself to do that to Ha? Are you kidding me? Ha is the perfect guy for you (when you minus his family and where he lives). You've known each other too well... too long...
You always wonder how it would be to be with someone else... to be with someone who looks better. But they never fit into your personality. No one can replace Ha. Ha is very special. All the daydreaming with other guys, you only give them Ha's personality.
And you can't even stand imagining Ha with someone else. You can't even imagine yourself with someone else while being the real you.
So what is going to happen now? Should you go and impress your future in laws? Or should Ha make more effort? Who's to blame here? Is it that we do have jodoh but the timing is not now?
Tbh deep down I'm okay if we don't get married yet. 25 is the limit. But also deep down I want to be free while I wait. I don't want to be tied to him. I always make myself available. Opening my heart to just anyone whom I find attractive, inside or out.
I don't know how to say no to other people who ask me about him. See, it's complicated but not. I want to marry him but I'm tired of waiting so I prefer not to be be his girlfriend or labelled as one.
I'm just not going to let the world know.
Sep 19, 2016
Sep 17, 2016
RnR Seremban will always be nostalgic.
The place where I first drove a car. MyVi with Ann beside and someone at the back. Maybe it was Ha.
Also the fact that we were on our way back or going to Klebang. It was night time.
The fact that that was the first road trip with the people I love to hang around with.
The fact that the road trip included Ha in it, altho I was partially having a crush on Akhyar lol (which is now happily married to Ada).
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For technology, I understand, but the fashion tho. #shrugs
Jun 13, 2016
Jun 12, 2016
But the thing I am confused with this movie is that,
Peter likes Sam from the beginning. The way he looks at her in his first class. It also seems like he knows the blond is the bad guy here but he didn't resist the kiss and he is still dating the blond? Why don't guys just turn down a girl when they don't like them, even tho the girl could be so possessive?
Anyway I understand how Spencer is so jealous when he saw his ex kissing Peter. Spencer still likes her! Also I'm glad they really take teenagers to act as 18 years old in the movie. Not like like other TV drama series like the OC blergh