#1

Being single should be a flex. I mean, why do you want to be proud that you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend whom are not halal to you? How can you be so proud to have a haram relationship? 

Because it’s the norm nowadays yes? Being single is “weird” yes?

All the good halal things are seen as weird. 

And all the haram things are seen as normal. 

And all I want is to have a spouse to live and work together for Jannah. 

Oh Allah. 

#11

Video tunjuk perempuan makan aiskrim. Memang takde nampak dia sengaja nak buat in a negative way. Tapi walau manusia, wanita itu fitnah. Awak budak kecik pun orang boleh fikir macam macam. Seeloknya tak perlu tunjuk video makan atau kunyah atau nak jilat aiskrim. 

Orang bekap dia, “dia makan aiskrim je kan?” “Tu pun salah ke”

Tak salah. Tapi elakkan lah fitnah :)

#10

I hate it when I scroll socmed then I saw an interesting post of a relationship that I’d love to have then I dwell on how I crave for it then I hate that it doesn’t happen to me

Like SIS WAKE UP CLOSE THE APP CLICK NOT INTERESTED. 

YOUR LIFE IS ALREADY BEAUTIFUL.

Like fr. Internet somehow destroy people because we know too much too easy. I see that a long time ago.

#9

Last was April 11th??? Now it’s July 5th????????

Allah. A lot has happened actually. 

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. But I’m not gonna talk about that for now. I wanna talk about… doors. 

So mom and dad were talking about PINTU mana satu nak diambil dari rumah maluri while the rumah is renovated.

Rumah tu nak overhaul so instead of buang pintu tu, they take it la so that they can use it for this new house in Tarun. 

It got me thinking about THE SIMS. So I was like, "Satu pintu berapa RM?" It turns out that it's around RM350 for one good door 🥵 MAHAL OK.

It's definitely a good decision to salvage things from the old house like fr.

#8

There was a point in my life where I realised, takde istilah soalan “bodoh”. Because during my time in BDO, I asked a really silly question, a simple question regarding our task. I was like taken aback, paused for a second, when my friend realised how I reacted to my own question, she told me, “Girl, it’s okay, I do that at times too, maybe too frequent and it’s okay.”

Coz you are a Professional Degree Holder, and you ask a question who a Form 5 (17 years old) could answer. Of course it looks silly. 

So when I entered the live streaming world, during the early times, I was frustrated with stupid questions. But then I muhasabah diri. No, they don’t ask silly questions. Sometimes they are just really curious, they just don’t know things. But if I feel like the question is stupid AND felt so off and wrong, I would just answer nicely that I hope don’t offend people. 

So I respect and agree wholly on Abu’s statements. 

Whilst there was a video on fyp TikTok that said something like she’s upset that so many women don’t know so many things about menstruation in Islam. Like she looks down upon people who don’t know stuff. Whatever her intention is, her statement is so wrong to me. 

So I pray that whatever q I get from people, I read it in calmness and answer with haya. 

#7

I hate people

I hate life

I wish

I wish

To be gone