Darlings

Yeay favourite people are coming!

Being too comfortable

“Relationships fall and whither because eventually someone stops trying and it doesn’t feel the same. The first couple of months or even years it may be the best thing you ever wished for, but eventually someone loses feelings, gets to busy, or doesn’t even bother to try. You know why? Because they’re comfortable. The beginning is all about the chase. Can you keep up? If you can then you’ll get the hang of it and then you won’t want to try anymore. You aren’t afraid to lose them because they’re yours. Arguing leads to fighting and it just gets worse from there. It all flashes by so fast. So, cherish what you have.”

- Anon

And this is what I'm always afraid of; relationship in young age.

F8

BILA NAK MOCK EXAM NI ARGH

Photos+resistance=nope

I hate photos when I'm not happy and reluctant to be there

We invited you first, but you’d rather go with them. I’m not even mad. NOT EVEN

Baby (:

I don't need to say who. You already know.

Missing me

Not flattering myself, but it feels good knowing someone misses you

Down the road to failure

Bila baca F5/F9, mesti tercuba nak applykan F8 dalam masalah tu. Hmm F9 ke laut, tak tipu.

Homie

I want to tell you how I actually was looking forward to see you at home, roomie. But I hate to say it. I'd turn vulnerable. I'd let you in. I'd just create someone whom I think I'm the closest to her, which I am actually not. I'd depend on her too much. I can't.

Well, it turns out that you have gone home. That's a shock. Hmm not exactly. Who wouldn't want to go home if there ain't no classes?

Dreams

Irony how you could dream in the same location, building and surrounding, the place you've been, in reality, from the past, way past.

Star Trek

After all these years, I just understood what the purpose of star trek is.

They freaking explore the universe.

What have been holding me back to actually watch this movie is that it has weird looking creatures that mingle around with human, like pointy ears. And that the graphic makes them look worst.

But this, into the darkness, I’m glad I’ve watched it. No regrets. I’d pay to watch it, if no one were to treat me a movie. It’s worth the money

And why do Khan have to be so crual and ruthless?! Such beauty but a waste

Years of closeness

Read our conversation. And I actually miss you, lad. There are so many things to update. Things I said to tell later but haven't... I hope that will be one day.

Nigga

I miss having to talk to you about girls. Usha awek ni usha awek tu. Haha. No wait. I actually miss seeing you being that way. You've a girlfriend now. It's hard to tease you on that nowadays. Well things change.
But I'm always the same person who talks about guys. Habits die hard.

Khak.

Sejak semalam. Tak tahu ni sebab terlampau sejuk ataupun terlampau panas sampai mucus cair dan macam selesema je sekarang ni. Sejak belakangan ni pun kahak menjadi jadi. Lepas main tenis, bangun pagi pagi tadi, sekarang ni. Haih. Nak buat camne, dah anak Mak kan. Hmm

Meal

It feels lonely to eat alone. It feels like you don't have anybody else, you just want a companion. At least someone.

Yo own stuff

It sucks when other people wear your stuff prettier than you do

Courtesy

I remember asking a foreign couple jut a random stuff. I dunno, maybe coz they seem friendly, they appeared to be so, and perhaps these people are known to be friendly because of how they are, perceived by locals. There might be a chance that foreigners love to be approached. Just that simple acknowledgment changes things, changed my mood.

Fatal truth

Maybe I asked too much from you. I should just shut it and accept whatever you do. Some things really meant to be left unsaid. Sometimes utter truth just makes things worst.

You don't want to be a burden to someone. You just want them to treat you because they want to. Not because they have to.

I'm a sucker for you

But do you ever appreciate my existence? Being a part of your life?

It's very unlikely that you will take me. Very unlikely. You're there, and I'm here. Those fairy tales never happen til now. For all I know, she's actually the one that captures your heart.

Face is not all when it comes to photos. The surroundings could capture the attention too. The nature, the beauty. It sums up all of the parts. You don’t have to just focus on you.

Now.. How can I have fun in the other side of the world, without you around?

Can I just keep all your beauty and your beautiful soul to myself

It's not cool to end your conversation with negative feelings. It's not cool to feel that way and bring it to sleep. It's like the extra bad toppings to the rotten meal