Friendship, a hardwork

I am a bit upset with my friends. It's so hard to meet up for iftar. But time ang again, we are in separate ways. It's hard to have the same holiday. It's difficult. A friendship with them is an absolute hardwork.

But you know what's great having them? We are from the same place. During holidays, we are at the almost same region (at least, before we marry someone and settle down). That, if in the same time of holiday, it'd be easy for us to hang out and meet up.

This rare occasion of meeting up - it's a good thing. It's like, when we finally got to meet up, we'd use the best out of it. We appreciate the meeting. As though we'll never see each other for a long time, as though the next meet up is when we have kids.

So. If not in Ramadhan, in raya we'll meet then. After all, it's the last 10 days of Ramadhan. I don't wanna ruin it for anybody even for myself. Perhaps we should focus more with akhirah right now, rather than dunya. InsyaAllah this sacrifice will bring to good things.

Without trust, a friendship will go to a downfall

Without trust, it could destroy a friendship

Sometimes you try to catch up with your friends, of the changes they’ve become

and you try to fit in with the changes, but you it’s so hard to understand, you just give up trying to fit in.
And in the end, you just let it be..

Immortalize moments

Immortalize moments by any way possible, writing, taking photos, because all the moments worth every second you lived.

Sometimes you might want to remember exactly how you felt back then.

Like, how a person staring at you. How you reacted to someone’s words. Someone’s expressions. Someone’s comments.

Ustaz Ghafar once told us,

“Tulis la semua benda yang terjadi dalam hidup. Ingat tu memang ingat. Tapi takdelah ingat macam kita mula mula ingat. Tulis la untuk cerita kehidupan..”

You know, every single smallest tiniest the most irrelevant detail, those things, immortalize them. It's your choice.

When you’re having so much fun with your friends, when you’re too attached to them, you just don’t wanna let go. You just don’t wanna go, to separate to your own ways. 'Cause if you do, you’ll feel so lost in a place you’re not familiar with.

Have some changes

I want to increase my skills in photography. Well not actually skills, but some new.. well I think it's called a skill. Lol whatever. Anyways, new things to learn :-

• Bulb photography
• Levitation
• High speed capturing images
• Some skills with the speed light

I'd like to try some. Just a hobby, or things you do in free time, to release stress.