#198

Hahah funny how I'm in love with young Luke Skywalker in the 80's. He's so handsome in his own way. I can't get over this.

Wow this is like Avi Kaplan all over again. Mark Hamill was so handsome! And getting to know him made me not unlike the old him because he is such a sweetheart.

#197

I know what's going to happen.
I know what he is going to tell me.
The eagerness that he shows in phone messenger is too obvious.
He actually just couldn't wait to tell me the good news.
To tell me about the girl of his dreams.
To tell me how wonderful she is.
To tell me how it went from thereon.
To tell me how it got to being serious-to-marry relationship.
And I will just have sit there across the table
and listen to all his happy sappy stories about the girl he loves.

Oh I am sure. So sure, that even though I know what would happen,
I also know that I wouldn't know how to respond.
As a friend. As a close friend.

I keep playing the what-could-be scene over and over.
But I couldn't seem to visualize myself of how I would react.

Well, Erin. Get ready to hide everything you feel like you want to show.
I suppose things are going to be left unsaid.
Where lips are sealed.
Just like all these years.

#196

IthinkthisisallduetomissingHatoomuchugh

#195

My feels hahah

#194

The rules of forgetting a person whom you think you like, are:

1. Do not write about them
2. Do not talk about them to anyone
3. Do not mention or utter their names
4. Do not contact them unless it's work

#192

So many times in my career, I realized that I had to work at one place, so I could learn what I needed to know, to excel at the next. It’s a process. So much knowledge comes with age and simply living life.

Take your time. Read. Breathe. Live. Someone is always going to be ahead of you. That’s their story, their path. And if you don’t “make it” until you’re 30, 40, or 80 it’s what was supposed to happen. It doesn’t mean you failed.

I find that if I try to rush my progress in life, I just hit a wall. Something bigger is at work here. We are always moving into what we are ultimately supposed to become.

—  Heidi George