#508

"One of the most prominent distinguishing features of the Muslim woman is her deep faith in Allah (SWT), and her sincere conviction that whatever happens in this universe, and whatever fate befalls human beings, only happens through the will and decree of Allah (SWT); whatever befalls a person could not have been avoided, and whatever does not happen to a person could not have been made to happen. A person has no choice in this life but to strive towards the right path and to do good deeds - acts of worship and other acts - by whatever means one can, putting all his trust in Allah (SWT), submitting to His will, and believing that he is always in need of Allah's (SWT) help and support."

(quoted from  "The Ideal Muslimah", by Dr. Muhammad Ali al-Hashimi)

#507

So the other company has mainly women. And I just heard them happily and loudly greeting their friend entering the room. So I thought, I would have a nervous breakdown if I was the friend. Just because I’m not close to them... 

I think I would still accept it and no nervousness occurs if it were my college friends. Well the thing here is, I’m just not good at making friends. Maybe I don’t want new friends. Shrugs. 

#506

As usual I have Tuesday blues. But after I had a mug of Dfolia, I felt like I need to work. The feeling emphasizes even more when I entered a grab car on the way to work. 

And I was thinking that, the pay doesn’t motivate me much. Not because of the amount. But because of the environment I have created for myself. 

I don’t talk much. It crossed my mind that it would be a huge blessing to be able to have conversations with people, particularly girls. 

To share that excitement, to share that disappointments etc 

My inner self is screaming so loud whenever they have conversations here. But I was just tongue tied. 

Who knew I would actually miss talking with girls? 

#505

27.10.2018 1:20pm pergi poslaju batu caves. Takde orang tengah queue pun. Mungkin waktu zohor waktu terbaik untuk pergi. Lagipun bukan ada festive pun kan. Orang tak banyak shopping haha

#504

I realise that no matter how you don't want to care about people's feelings (because you wouldn't mind on so many things), especially close ones, you still need to.

Life ain't that easy.

#503

It’s heart warming to have friends that keep their lives private. And instead of sharing photos to public (even if it’s a private profile), they share their photos (at least one photo) with you in text message like WhatsApp. It’s not about feeling special. It’s about respect. It’s heart warming.