#9 i miss streaming

I know I need a rest at least a day. But for the past few videos, I did not feel full because I did not perform well. Hence I feel stressed about it. And maybe that's why I need a rest even though I can't wait to get back to it again. 

I don't know man. Maybe I AM having fun while streaming. Maybe I DO feel happy doing this 'work'.

Because seriously, when I don't feel good about my performance, I feel so down that I want to quit streaming. Like it's not meant for me.

When the thing is, I love it. So I guess I need to take a step back and reflect.