#38

 
Serious rasa nak uninstall. Hahah. Dah tak reti nak main pape hero dah. Malas nak cakap camni kat Ha sebab nanti dia cakap malas la nak cakap ngan awak, suka hati awak lah. Dah cakap banyak kali. Then there's that face again. That attitude again.

See? No one will help you unless you help yourself. No one will mend your own heart except yourself. No one, even the person you think you're closest with will help you, when you feel helpless. When you feel like you want to give up and everything, no one will say, don't stop, you can do this. They will just let you be until you get your shit together, on your own. That's the everyday struggle that you need to go through. You just don't have anyone except yourself and to tell Him and just feel it on your own. In the end, it's yourself yang kena pujuk diri.