#43

 

Subhanallah. My intention was never to take anyone from anyone. All I ever intent, the ultimate intention is to obtain His blessings.  

My intention, our intention, is to inspire people, through showing good and do good, be good and kind. If anyone is ever inspired by that, then alhamdulillah.

It's like how a teacher teaches his students, and then the students use the knowledge to apply in his daily life, to improve his life, that benefits him. 

To be fair, would you feel the same way if I were other celebrity? No, right? :) Because it is impossible.

And masyaaAllah sister, you cannot force people to accept someone. "If you are still single awak boleh terima dia." Girl, how can it be that easy when you yourself feel affected and hard to let him go.

I want to say something about this because I feel affected. I feel affected because it's not what I want things to happen. I want people especially women to feel confident in themselves and do good be kind to people, always. Even when people do bad things to you. MasyaaAllah, Allah will reward you for that. 

On a side note, I'm trying to be an inspiration, not just with how I bring myself and the clothes I wear, but also charismatically, how I talk and such, like Aida Azlin. I'm still trying to hone that skill insyaaAllah for the better. Because I do think I can. Allah has gifted us sets of skills and it's up to us on what we're gonna do about it.

Despite everything, what you see, I may look perfect but subhanallah, I am not. Kita nampak hebat dan baik sebab Allah tutup aib kita. Kalau Allah buka aib kita.. percayalah, sahabat baik, keluarga kita dan pasangan kita pon lari tinggalkan kita. 

Put that aside, this is not the first time I received this kind of message. There was even a married woman who DM-ed me to stop getting to her husband. Like... subhanallah. To be fair, what I see from my side, I never had a content that was 'menggatal'.

And take Nabil Raja Lawak for example. He was always mengusik Neelofa. But he's married. It's all about content creation. Be it a man or a woman.

For everyone who feels insecure seeing their partner falling or having a crush on a person you see ONLINE, we need to be confident in ourselves, despite our imperfection. What you are feeling is insecurity. Doesn't mean I look good, talk good, that I have a good heart, because only Allah knows, and no one is perfect. Always rely on Him. And I always pray good for everyone, for the ummah, insyaaAllah.

Again I say, I'm not perfect as you see. We are destined to know each other for a reason. Alhamdulillah.

Update

17 September 2020, 12:09pm

I'm not saying bad stuff here but... turns out she's also sharing a guy's live stream with captions like, "xxxx hensem" or "xxxx cute". Like, girl... and then you mengadu like this to the page. Maybe you need to have a reflection, muhasabah diri. I'm not saying I'm perfect, but that's what I see, as a stranger to your situation. And then what more, you want to be insecure. Subhnallah *pening gw*