#51

For the first time in my 28 years of life, I think, this is the first time that I actually felt this way, and acknowledging it, and realise about it. 

I was overwhelmed about stuff and there were so many things to do. I just wanted to cry and sleep. 

I realised that I wanted to run away from my problems. To shut everything down first then only come back to it. Where actually there are ways to solve the problems. I've been feeling like this so many times before but I don't acknowledge it well. I even come across soooo many quotes online about running away from your problems, but I don't acknowledge that I've always been there. So now, I finally see it. Subhanallah.

When I cried, I wanted to let it out by posting it here. But also then I voiced it out to Ha, "Bye, I want to cry and sleep." And he replied, "WHY?!".

So instead of just keeping it to myself or jotting it down here, I took my time, sat beside him, and slowly tell all the problems running in my head.

Your favourite soul will never judge and always understands, through His guidance.

Sometimes we think we already know the answers, but we don't. There are always small things that we overlooked. And alhamdulillah for the conversation. 

For my own note: This' about cookies and Quickie sesh.