#5

I’m in so much peace not knowing or seeing people’s lives on the screen i.e. social media. Including my family. If I’d like, I’ll ask them what they’re up to and how they’re doing. 

I chose to be this way. And in turn, I shouldn’t mind if people don’t care. Or maybe I’m oblivious of how they show that they care. 

They say don’t talk down on yourself. 

But I think I don’t deserve anyone. And people, to be close to me. 

I am incapable. I don’t trust myself. 

I feed on people’s praise do I now?

I don’t know.