#16

HAHA I forgot to update many days already. I'll... try to catch up.

But today, right now, I wanna talk about something else.

I always feel that I'm not good enough. That I can't be that average good ML player. I'm good in a team. But I'm not good as individual.

There are so many heroes to learn. And I'm lost. Time is of the essence. I couldn't learn so fast because of the time constraint.

I know Ha hates that I always feel bad about myself. Stopping altogether to talk to me. Like giving up on me already. Like you've poured everything, every advise that you have. Till you feel like you have nothing else. And just left me be, left me feeling sorry for myself...

But I'm just lost. I don't know where to start :(