No one can mend yourself but yourself. Of course you keep praying to Him and just move on. But it hurts. It hurts thinking you don't deserve the people around you. To think you failed to create a safe space for them. No one is in favour of you. I can't say much. I like to be out there, but that's it. I serve no purpose. Nothing you get is beneficial from me.
But feeling this way is unfair. Because I have everything. It's like mocking the gifts you've been given.
Maybe it's the guilt that has been piling up since.
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