#66

I want to say, that today, I strongly feel that I have failed as a friend. Not only in this small circle of friends in streaming world, but also outside of it.

But then, when I think about it again, I have failed many times over... and I've let that break my heart over and over again. It's definitely not them, but it's me-

Whom maybe is also overthinking. 

But I'm just saying. I'm just letting this out, without knowing how to comfort myself. Myself is out of words. Le sigh