#5

I feel so down. Is this pms? I feel like I’m not good enough. Like I’ll never be good enough. And I think about myself too much. I should stop thinking about a few persons and start thinking about a bigger picture. 

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#4

To be honest, I'm afraid of being known and liked and praised. It is such a vulnerable and hazardous position to be in.

Their positive words are du'a. But Syaiton will never give up to bring you down to bad things.

Na'uzubillah.

#3

For all the bad things that happened, there are always beautiful things that come out of it. It's just how you respond to it.

Maybe I am how I am because of him too. When I'm off the grid, I would also get angry to people, because that's how I was taught, I was treated.

That's how your child learns from you. I know I'm an adult, but it's just in our nature. Sometimes you just can't control it.

It's how and why some people bully other people. They were hurt before. So they treat others the same way they got hurt.

And he knows well that I am easily influenced. Sorry I'm never good enough.

#2

I hope when I leave this world, people would not broadcast it.

I know death, birth, and marriage are the things you should announce to people.

But, well, I don't know. I just hope that.