Dec 30, 2014
Dec 11, 2014
That's what made us close with each other.
Oh I am tormenting myself with all these bitter sweet memories. Four years has passed (':
Dec 10, 2014
I've been learning to perfect my dance skills on certain moves (mostly I think hiphop or pop genre). They are actually easy. I could easily learn them. But to get it sharp on the note or beat, it's pretty hard. I've always been lacking that. You'd see a person whom tak cukup makan menari. I may not even pass the zapin or joget moves. Lol
Oct 10, 2014
I may not mind that they hate me for skipping training sessions
I may not mind I would not be liked by them
I know for a fact that they would, even not showing it, get mad at me because I know I owe them my time for training
I know for a fact that they would or might have downgraded me for being ignorant and selfish
Perhaps I might have also done this to the Chronicles crew
Perhaps also that I might have done this since day one, to my batchmates whom I needed to work with with some events
It's a lonely way to live
Even the closest person around hates me for it
I chose to be ignorant. But seriously? It is not a bliss.
I could give you these possible situations.
I could have been a better person if I were to still live in that area, in a rented house.
I could have been better if I am willing enough to ask my friends if I could stay a night or two
But no. I didn't. I might have purposely ignored everything and run away from my responsibility.
Responsibility! If you are ignorant of people, maybe that's okay. But responsibility? I do not think it's a wise thing to do.
Ah yes I could reason and justify my situations but only in terms of IQ
I think my EQ is not as high as what my high school teacher proclaimed
I am failing miserably... And I wonder what happens to my working life
Change is inevitable. But what kind of change will I be?
Oct 5, 2014
We’re taught to look like other people. Like you should lose this much weight right after you have a baby. That person is that size. If you’re one of those people, you feel like, I’m letting everyone down. It can’t be that true. I think it’s really hard for people to have the confidence to focus on themselves without being somewhat judgmental psychologically.
Sep 8, 2014
Sep 4, 2014
You are all the jealous feelings that exist.
I know this, because I feel the same way.
Not felt, but feel.
But in terms of perspective, it's different for me.
Because I was the reason of all that.
I am to be blamed
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 3, 2014
Aug 1, 2014
Jul 27, 2014
Jul 23, 2014
Mungkin lebih baik buat kerja susah dapat sikit daripada kerja sikit dapat banyak. Mungkin
I realize that I come to slowly loving makeups, lipstick, eyebrows colouring (eyeliner was all time fav)... And eager to find a matching handbag, plus admiring other women's pretty handbags and at the same time planting wishes to buy one. I even bought boot platform heels for I don't know, special occasions? Like wow. I'm becoming a lady.
And I'm starting to appreciate my face without specs, after realizing my friend is more handsome without one, and my junior is really pretty not wearing glasses.
I'll definitely save for a lasix eye surgery.
Jul 18, 2014
But really stylish
He's following the trend
But I really wonder how he looks like
More handsome I guess
I cannot get over the sadness. Why didn't I cry while reading the book, though? Every sadness and happiness seemed so real in the movie.
It reflects so much in my life. The fear of losing is so overwhelming. The bittersweet soundtracks fuel every emotion.
Darn I need a distraction
Jun 12, 2014
Apr 27, 2014
Haih, can I just buy all the shoes that I like on this website hasdjkfl Everything is below 100 ringgit
Apr 22, 2014
'Orang muda tanya Rasulullah SAW, kalau nak cium dahi isteri pada siang hari dalam bulan Ramadhan, boleh ke?' Baginda jawab, tidak.
'Orang tua tanya baginda, kalau nak cium dahi isteri pada siang hari dalam bulan Ramadhan, boleh ke?' Baginda jawab, ciumlah.
Menurut ustaz, jawapan berlainan adalah sebab kalau orang tua ni... temperature dia dah tak spark dah.. Kalau orang muda ni, bahaya... Heheh
Benda camni senang la pulak nak ingat kan. Haha
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 16, 2014
Funny thing is, I always love to envision the guys in my batch being the better appearance they could be. Because each person has their potential. They just need some driver to transform them.
Apr 8, 2014
That feeling. The feeling of not wanting to see someone anymore, or talk or hear the voice of that particular someone. That after the incident, you just hope that s/he is gone, or you live in a place elsewhere. Just so you wouldn't have to see him/her anymore. Just so you don't feel the pain again. Just so you could be free, not pretending, and be you, yourself.
Apr 4, 2014
500myr in Desa Pandan, 600myr in Shah Alam, but thankfully we found only 200myr in Kg Pandan (a clinic where I used to go when I was little) for a retainer for upper teeth.
Going back and fourth during the weekdays is not something pleasant. It's tiring. With the classes of the next days and all. It was a hard decision of when to make the retainer and when to take the retainer. But the longer I wait, the worst will happen to my new set of teeth, and bye bye 6k.
So I thought... Biarlah penat diri ni, janji tak belanja duit berlebihan. I am still really surprised of the way cheaper price it offered, especially with really good quality than the expensive ones.
Banyak. Banyak untuk dicerita.
Tapi masa. Kita kesuntukan masa.
Mar 7, 2014
Wearing facial mask the second time, alone. And this is the time where giraffe cekak from Sunway Form 3J trip come in handy. It just makes me mesmerize the first time I wore it with my girls, and those laughs.
Mar 4, 2014
But I understand, the comments can help me improve my skills and such. Still, it seems like my skills have not improved much... coz til now, I keep on receiving those deceiving comments. Le sigh.
Feb 11, 2014
Feb 9, 2014
And my crush totally left me out. I'M UPSET
Feb 3, 2014
Mak: Ayah ajak pergi Terengganu, tapi tak tahu bila
Me: Haaa jom la!!! :D
Mak: Mak nak pergi Masjid Kristal tu
Epi: *tiba tiba menyibuk* Hah? Dah nak pergi Terengganu??
Kak Ya: Eh taaakk
Mak: Eish itu biar laki laki yang uruskan