Dulu kat maktab, setiap pagi baca asma ul-husna. Ni dah dua tahun dibelenggu maksiat. Kurang mengingati Allah swt. Istighfar :(
Apr 28, 2013
Apr 27, 2013
Apr 25, 2013
And that I freeze those moments with pictures
So I can reminisce them when I miss you
Because I always miss you
Somehow I regret, but it's the thing that keep my heart from breaking into more pieces than if the pictures exist.
For you, just to see you.
2. Cintailah ilmu
3. Manfaat orang lain
5. Relationship dengan Allah
Marriage is not about LOVE, it's about making UMMAH.
And I'm still learning how to love but for Allah swt. It's just difficult to grasp sometimes.
Apr 24, 2013
Apr 22, 2013
Apr 18, 2013
Apr 17, 2013
Sometimes you are not a disturbance. But when you are, it hurts. Blaming you when you are not to blame. This doesn't seem to be a healthy thing for my mind. I cause myself pain. And it's not even you.
Apr 14, 2013
Apr 13, 2013
Apr 12, 2013
Apr 8, 2013
I made a constant reminder to myself wake up and that first thing I wanna do is to perform Subuh.
Before sleep, I tried to zikr until I fell asleep.
The dreams weren't scary, instead they were the things that I want to do on the next day.
I woke up to the sound of athan, which usually I wouldn't even hear the slightest of it. With will power, I woke up and straight away perform solah. It was a good feeling.
It may be because of excess caffeine. But I believe that is not the case. I've been caffeinated before, my usual Sundays. But this time is different. Because I feel good about today. I look forward to it.
Maybe this is why all these days I've been able to listen to azan and straight away wake up.
Though no matter how far I want to run away, I always want, you.
So I pray. But I always pray that it's you.
Apr 3, 2013
That's why it can't be just the two of us.