#23

Situation: In a train packed with passengers.
Question: Would a guy notice you if you are staring at him or examining him to admire his beauty?

#22

30th January 2015
This working day would be the best of my three weeks being there. My two seniors really light things up.

Pening a

An inside joke of us which was a jinx and we knew we all know where that phrase came from.

#21

I am emotionally unstable right now. like yesterday I marah marah my dad. I was just pissed off with and his phone. I always do, but then I stupidly let it out. He doesn't deserve the anger I have.

Then just now just the simple thing I got mad at mom coz she put her blouse at the passenger seat that I always sits at. Just a simple freaking thing. I could just move it, and I did. Mum calmingly and patiently answered me, 'Ok, lain kali mak letak sebelah sana.' HOW LOVING IS MY MOM

HOW LOVING ARE MY PARENTS they do NOT deserve my stupidity and anger towards them
I'M A DOUCHE I'm being a jerk to my parents. they've done so much for me I could never repay all the debts.

#20

Oh man, if I knew more windows shortcut on keyboard would be best. I mean, it's so fast than you use mouse sometimes

#19

Since I'm always not sure what to put for each of my rants. I will just number them starting a post of the day I work. I might lose count. It might get thousands before this thing reaches a month. It's a tumblr thing. It's a good thing I get many followers there coz I could use blogger more lol

Inspired by Nadia Rahim.

#18

I'm a sleeping committee of nals.
It's like pecah amanah.
I feel so bad.
I think I might have lost the respect from others
and even from my best homie

request to remove myself from the committee would be another act of lari dari tanggungjawab

I am not sure what to do already

#17

Today (27.1.2015) would be the third time that a person praises my nose.
Like, first in 2012 or 2013, it was my guyfriend Atep who teases my nose being so mancung and pretty.
Then my pretty senior Pqa whom I've only come to know when we were in Eurotrip together. She asked me if I was a mix of Arab or something.

Pqa: Erin Mix ke?
Me: Eh takde lahh
Pqa: Tapi lawa hidung mancung

Or something like that. Please bear with my self-obsessedness

Then there was my senior colleague, while we in the train together, going home from work, she praised my nose nasal bone is well defined. You get what I mean?

I just love how people are so random at giving praises. I wish I am that confident to do that because I ALWAYS want to tell how pretty someone's clothes are or hijab or whatever.

And today was okay. I'm just really sad and worried about my relationship. I mean, I almost cried to Night Changes.

We're only getting older baby
And I’ve been thinking about you lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes
Everything that you’ve ever dreamed of
Disappearing when you wake up
But there’s nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change me and you

I very hope so

#16

Me at client's place/office

I write them on a notepad on the company's laptop instead

#15

mum's needs > yours

#14

I only realized a few days ago while editing this, that you can do multiple windows in photoshop like this

Pretty cool, right? Hahah I'm so jakun right now

#13

I have so many stories about my work and I think they're so funny and interesting I just don't know where to start

#12

Alhamdulillah today I called the client whom previously was very rude to me, but today this morning, she was in a good mood. I'm so happy. Yeay okay I should stop updating. Need to wait for the end of the day.

#11

Damn this company's laptop's speakers for headphones are so loud. I'm only at 4% pc sound and reduced 60% of media player. lol I'm so happy xD

#10

Just using laptop drains a heck lot of energy out of me. How can I work like this everyday

#9

I lost another kg during the week..... I CANNOT BE A SKELETON WHEN I'M WORKING WHY AM I LOSING WEIGHT

#8

Post by AARP.

My dear girl, the day you see I'm getting old, I ask you to please be patient, but most of all, try to understand what I'm going through. If when we talk, I repeat the same thing a thousand times, don't interrupt to say: "You said the same thing a minute ago"... Just listen, please. Try to remember the times when you were little and I would read the same story night after night until you would fall asleep.

When I don't want to take a bath, don't be mad and don't embarrass me. Remember when I had to run after you making excuses and trying to get you to take a shower when you were just a girl?

When you see how ignorant I am when it comes to new technology, give me the time to learn and don't look at me that way ... remember, honey, I patiently taught you how to do many things like eating appropriately, getting dressed, combing your hair and dealing with life's issues every day... the day you see I'm getting old, I ask you to please be patient, but most of all, try to understand what I'm going through.

If I occasionally lose track of what we're talking about, give me the time to remember, and if I can't, don't be nervous, impatient or arrogant. Just know in your heart that the most important thing for me is to be with you.

And when my old, tired legs don't let me move as quickly as before, give me your hand the same way that I offered mine to you when you first walked. When those days come, don't feel sad... just be with me, and understand me while I get to the end of my life with love. I'll cherish and thank you for the gift of time and joy we shared. With a big smile and the huge love I've always had for you, I just want to say, I love you ... my darling daughter.

Original text in Spanish and photo by Guillermo Peña.
Translation to English by Sergio Cadena
When I don't want to take a bath, don't be mad and don't embarrass me. Remember when I had to run after you making excuses and trying to get you to take a shower when you were just a girl?
When you see how ignorant I am when it comes to new technology, give me the time to learn and don't look at me that way ... remember, honey, I patiently taught you how to do many things like eating appropriately, getting dressed, combing your hair and dealing with life's issues every day... the day you see I'm getting old, I ask you to please be patient, but most of all, try to understand what I'm going through.
If I occasionally lose track of what we're talking about, give me the time to remember, and if I can't, don't be nervous, impatient or arrogant. Just know in your heart that the most important thing for me is to be with you.
And when my old, tired legs don't let me move as quickly as before, give me your hand the same way that I offered mine to you when you first walked. When those days come, don't feel sad... just be with me, and understand me while I get to the end of my life with love. I'll cherish and thank you for the gift of time and joy we shared. With a big smile and the huge love I've always had for you, I just want to say, I love you ... my darling daughter.
Original text in Spanish and photo by Guillermo Peña.Translation to English by Sergio Cadena

#7

Actually, my manager already know I surf the internet during work.......... kantoi. Then when I was finished with the task given by her, she told me to ask other seniors in the group for any job. Why she said that way? Coz I was busy surfing the internet, not bothering to ask if there was anything I can help with

Which means I would not seem like a good employee because I seem to be lazy. Bye bye promotion

#6

Remember when Siva said after a long while you work in audit firm, your talking style would change and omg... I can just imagine that

#5

In exam, it sounds easy to do. But in real life, it's a tedious task, a very troublesome task. Like:

Obtain confirmation from trade debtors on the amount balance owing to ABC co to confirm the amount is $xxxx.

Oh yes, that's really easy, you get 1 or 2 marks. But in real life, it could take you days!!!!!!!!! Follow ups are troublesome. Dealing with people is troublesome. Just sayin'

#4

I love how I think in English and when I try to write or talk in Malay, everything just sounds weird and not right, because of the direct translation.

#3 TREATS OTHERS GOOD

I like how my manager pointed out that I asked a good or a very good question, and she did that twice. I was like so confused about everything, I couldn't do my work without asking her. I don't care if I sound dumb to her, I just want to clarify myself so that I can actually complete my task.

She boosts my confidence to work even better. Not boosting ego.

I realize that sometimes you need compliments to  live through the day. Actually, not sometimes. Compliments make you happy because someone has liked something about you, in randomly and that is such a good feeling!

That's why lately, I've been complimenting, messaging people in tumblr to just talk and compliment them because they deserve it. Even the simplest I love your _____!!! It would mean the world to me, so it might mean something to other people. I don't mind giving compliments. I want people to feel good and happy, to spread that good vibe. Coz that would also make myself feel good too.

Coz as I said on recent messaging-galore, I don't care what they post and whatever they reblog, they're just awesome. The fandom is bizarre. I love everyone's comments, that I don't mind rambling on my personal blog. Making a tumblog specially for PTX was a really good idea.

Okay sorry for going out of track. But basically, treat others like how you would want to be treated ^-^

Since my personal tumblog is full of ptx followers.....I might rant so much here and spam posts coz that's what I do best that I don't know if you could even keep up. I'm going to redownload blogger on my phone now coz I love live blogging like I always do with my personal tumblr. So holla. Bless you for reading this too.

#2

I have random thoughts and I want to let them out

First time constructing and sending an email without template and using your own words:
That awesome feeling when you totally nailed it for the first email you've constructed and sent. Like, YAS

Not getting mocha on the next day. Situation at 530pm:
1: Do we need to drink at the pantry.....
2: Ikut la, esok takde dah minum free
1: Eh a'ah esok sabtu!!! Okay jom. *drinks the free-vending-machine-super-delicious mocha*

#1

Bahagianya hidup lima hari ni. Why? Because everyday, for more than 8 hours, I got to see my baby. Work together. Go lunch together. Go to musolla together (then he waits for me before we head back to the office). Then when working hour is over, we'd wait for each other to finish up our tasks and walk together to train station, before we separate our ways there.

It has been lovely, before the real work comes.

And what is more enlightening is that the seniors thought him and I are twins. Like, that is a huge compliment for me because he is reaalllyy handsome like when you see him, you'd be like, -OMG HE'S SO HANDSOME YOU'RE SO LUCKY- kind of vibe (well at least that's how my cousin reacted, and yea actually I only know that it's her who reacts that way about him. But I'm still going to take that as the supportive basis of his handsomeness.)

Hence, when I'm being his twin, would mean I could be as good looking as him, and that comes from our seniors! Like AHSDJFKLHSJDFYES. And being a good soul-mate, he didn't comment anything further other than no, we're not twins. Haha. *we're testing our own market please understand our youthfulness xD*

Anyway, it has been great. What more things of tumblr and improvement of my skills at something for work. It has been a great week. Alhamdulillah.