#494

I feel so affected by others' lives. For the fact that I miss out on many things. 

I am still young, yet I don't travel much. 

I am still young, yet I am not having the perfect job for myself. 

I am still young, yet I don't use myself to do good things. 

However I say all this, I am still stuck at one point. I have no vision, I have no mission. 

And so I feel like I'm just existing. And that's it. 

I feel like not knowing what others (friends and family) are doing would be the best thing for me. 

Maybe I enjoy life as such, as I don't have the choice.