An enchantment that I have to tell myself every time because I'm an ungrateful child.
These past few days were filled with so many arguements with my parents that I hate myself. I wish to die for my existence just hurt people.
'Bagitahu la mak kat mana kamu kat sana nanti, kot apa apa emergency... Kalau bukan kamu yang emergency, kalau kat sini pun ada emergency?'
She was referring what if she or dad will be gone while I'm away. It's a simple thing, just respond nicely, talk nicely, and tell your plans. Easy. But I had to raise my voice at them. Why? Sebab hati tu keras.
Now I don't even feel good to travel other than to visit my sister. I feel terrible.
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