I become so nervous about starting work after five months being unemployed. Five months of stress-free of work... that I hate the feeling of nervous. I hate to bear it. I hate meeting new people, getting new environment and surrounding. The fact that I’d have 24 hours anxiety on whether to drive or grab a car. The fact that I have to text my employer.
On the other hand, I still like new people, new environment, getting to work out my brain to good use, getting to use my specialty in accounting. Getting to work in photography/videography industry!!!!! And the fact that it’s near to our current home. And the fact that there are support in this house mainly on accounting stuff.
Everything happens for a reason. I kinda miss this feeling of working.
I know my negative side always want to back out. Always have no motivation to work again. But idk, this job feels like it could be something big. And I’m still young. So many things to explore. I should think about that.
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