Never a cheesy pick up line

I don't let him make a pick up line on me. And I never want to try to do it to him. Because in the end, I'll feel so disgusted with this mushymushy stuff that it became too much.

I'm afraid that in the end, I'll tell him off, like how I used to previously. Then I'll regret. I don't want to lose anyone. Not again. Once is enough. I hope this would turn to something better.

But time and again, if he really means it, I might take it positively. Lol.