Seeing my junior getting excited to embark in so many events, it reminds me of Ainaa too. To make themselves busy and occupied. And the bonus point is, they are excited about it. The challenges, the pressure.
I had it. But I know I don't want it as much. Like, simplest example: working. Occupied, stressful, busy. Enough for the things I need to go through with work. I can't make myself involve in other stuff.
I'm too passive that I think it doesn't help my self-growth, which is so wasteful for me. What more that I plan to settle for less after marriage. Settle for what I could more with the experience and qualification. Sad isn't it?
But I do hope I would find a way to help the ummah...
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